Berkoff has written, acted, produced and directed and is one of the most well-known examples of a 20th century theatrical polymath. He certainly has the experience to be qualified to comment, although we must be mindful of the likelihood of bias as he is discussing his own work.
The actor's reasoning for putting on his own Macbeth appears to be quite simplistic, stating that 'to do it yourself seemed to be the obvious way to do anything'. He describes his frustration at waiting for work to come, only to find that when it did, the experience of working with the director would be 'less than satisfying'. Berkoff raises the point that sometimes necessity can 'unlock' creativity and seems to believe that truly great directors are very rare. We certainly sense Berkoff as a creative individual, who does not like to be restricted or bound by directors whom he does not respect. The rewards of creative freedom do seem to have been balanced out by the responsibilities of running a company; he describes on the first day being nervous at having to 'earn respect on two levels', both as the lead actor and the person who had to ensure the sandwiches were ready at lunchtime.
The difficulties of the project are openly discussed, for example that he found it was easy to find actors, but much more of a problem to keep hold of them, as they were not being paid and would often disappear to go and do other jobs. This lead to a cast which was constantly changing, and sometimes numbers were too low to conduct proper full rehearsals. Consequently the process took much longer than usual, but Berkoff describes all the time spent as useful and states that at each rehearsal felt 'blessed that I was no longer out of work'. Throughout the chapter, he comments on how actors are happiest when honing their craft. As the company were essentially creating their own work, for no money, this raises an interesting question; do 'creative people' relate success more to personal fulfilment rather than financial reward? Is work of any less perceived value if you have 'invented' it yourself?
He goes on to describe how various factions 'threatened to tear the company apart' and how shocked he was, having considered the company a 'great team of friends and allies'. This 'them and me' theme is recurrent in the literature; it seems Berkoff must have had a very thick skin and immense determination to persevere with the project. It raises the difficulty of achieving a balance when performing multiple job roles, and trying to be the boss, as well as part of the team.
I think Berkoff has given us a very insightful account of the highs and lows of an actor producing their own work. He is obviously not without bias, and is somewhat notoriously opinionated, but I believe his level of experience as a theatrical polymath makes him a vital figure to consider.
Source: Berkoff, S. (1996) Macbeth 1970 p.296-303, Free Association London: Faber & Faber
